January 2010
3113) I cry all the time and I don't know why. ...
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3014) You're fake. and everyone can see that. So...
hannahlings:
heartinaheadlock:
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2988) every best friend i've had has been taken...
hannahlings:
shutupjade:
heartinaheadlock:
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i love how we always reblog each other (us four :))
good mornin'
good morning everyone, funto’s party last night was really good, i don’t know what to say about it really :/ we had to go as fancy dress, something beginning with F U N T or O, Mairead and I went as Thing 1 and Thing 2 with Sasha as our Cat in The Hat, yes, the THE counted as her T. Cheater ¬¬ <3
My favourites of the night was Megan and her Oxo cube outfit, Heather the Tree and...
3036) You honestly scare me. I don't know how you...
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beauuutiful day
halfaperson-:
I hope it’s this sunny in London.
it’s a really sunny day in London, a little chilly so wrap up :D x
Good idea benetta, english coursework - laptop =...
its the weekend!
so why am i stuck here friday night doing SONNETS COURSEWORK!?
aha, that was a lie, i’ve been stuck here for 6 hours doing this, and i have written exactly… 14 lines in those 6 hours. sites like tumblr, twitter, facebook WILL be my downfall, its ridiculous. i sat in on marsden’s critical thinking the other day, and he mentioned how he’s just moved house and so he has no...
“Yeah, I’d have Destiny’s child at my funeral… naked on my coffin.”
– Matt Bellamy.
I think I’ll post this interview. It’s pretty classic. (via balloonatic)
tbh, my day has gone from bad to good.
i’d like to thank; jack, anna, sasha, shaheen, becca, jade and will for this.
just in the general order i saw them that is, aha, thank you all of you, last night i was pissy and annoyed, today, you were all so lovely and optimistic, and you made my day amazing.
first thing i had double free so i sat in with mr marsdens lot, where azra shared a cheeky secret ;D HE SOUNDS AMAZING DOES YOUR...
one tiny little slip up.
heartinaheadlock:
benetta:
heartinaheadlock:
benetta:
so this place, tumblr was meant to be a place of solace, where i could escape from YOU.
and one tiny little slip up on one incoherent site led you straight here?
WELL, LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT CLICK CTRL+W.
kthanksbye :)
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who i think it is? xxxx
YES D: did you like my ctrl+w...
one tiny little slip up.
apologetic-advances:
benetta:
so this place, tumblr was meant to be a place of solace, where i could escape from YOU.
and one tiny little slip up on one incoherent site led you straight here?
WELL, LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT CLICK CTRL+W.
kthanksbye :)
jhfiuhydsbgfhasdbkjnhfibgevdhgfvshdbnajsdbvhsubfsjbfha
did Michael find your tumblr or just annoying people in general finding your tumblr?...
one tiny little slip up.
heartinaheadlock:
benetta:
so this place, tumblr was meant to be a place of solace, where i could escape from YOU.
and one tiny little slip up on one incoherent site led you straight here?
WELL, LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT CLICK CTRL+W.
kthanksbye :)
jhfiuhydsbgfhasdbkjnhfibgevdhgfvshdbnajsdbvhsubfsjbfha
who i think it is? xxxx
YES D: did you like my ctrl+w MUAHAHAHHAHAHA >:D...
one tiny little slip up.
so this place, tumblr was meant to be a place of solace, where i could escape from YOU.
and one tiny little slip up on one incoherent site led you straight here?
WELL, LETS GET THIS STRAIGHT CLICK CTRL+W.
kthanksbye :)
jhfiuhydsbgfhasdbkjnhfibgevdhgfvshdbnajsdbvhsubfsjbfha
It's stupid. I'm going to go immerse myself in...
apologetic-advances:
I want to scream and cry at the same time, “DON’T GO”
I’m irrational, I know some people just can not afford to go to Colfe’s anymore but I still want to beg them to stay. :(
James asked me today, “Rachel, did you apply to olives in the end?”
pahh St.Olave’s St. Olives. :P
It made me want to break down and cry. I told him the shortened version of my pretentious parents,...
14550.) I post these secrets in hope that you'll...
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how about this?
jack! i’m tired of this rubbish chemistry says: (22.14)
benetta, i’m going to take over your life, starting from now. Go have a shower because you are a minger and I hate you, you need to wash your skanky self. Then I think you should go to bed with a Math Textbook and calculate some surds and maybe snuggle up with your Maths papers, which you still need to hand in, maybe correct...
All you can do is smile
shutupjade:
I’m worried, yeah. About my future, about sixth form, about exams, and about other things only a handful of people know about. But at the same time, I feel strangely calm. Recent, unexpected events have allowed me to take a little time out. To step back and look at my life and feelings and I get it. I know exactly how I feel and where I want to go from here. It’s not exactly the...
this is actual shit, pants, sorry.
oh gosh darnit, this day started off so well, it really did.
thank you rae for the link, i read it all, every single bit about me and it did truly upset me.
if you’re out there, reading this, i’m sorry.
for everything, if i could take it back i would, if i could take back that first facebook post, i would, because as i have said a thousand times tonight ‘it was never my...
csi miami.
apologetic-advances:
benetta:
guys who watch csi miami in uk time; you’re in for a treat.
i must ask, why do they always accompany everything with sad music? this particular episode was season 8 episode 13, and is based around the japanese mafia, gory at first, but it made me cry, not just the music.
it’s amazing, and HORATIO is on fine form, there’s a few revelations in store, so just keep...
@benetta- I placed the Read More feature so it...
apologetic-advances:
Read More
read more was a good idea :)
i emailed you back.
xx
csi miami.
guys who watch csi miami in uk time; you’re in for a treat.
i must ask, why do they always accompany everything with sad music? this particular episode was season 8 episode 13, and is based around the japanese mafia, gory at first, but it made me cry, not just the music.
it’s amazing, and HORATIO is on fine form, there’s a few revelations in store, so just keep your eyes and...
hannahlings:
i yawn raped shaheen in rs today. ive wanted to do that for a while.
hahahha :) azra yawn raped me the other week, its so funny xD
x
@rae
apologetic-advances:
benetta:
Rae. I know isaid goodnight but FUCK THIS IS WEIRD. I checked it because I couldn’t sleep, I read your blog a bit to see if you’d replied; you’re from Malaysia too? I’m half Malaysian, my mum comes from Melaka, oh my god, how did you find me? We need to talk tomorrow. This is so weird. Xxxxx
sorry… but WHAT. I’ve just met duncan and weird.. I’m from Johor. It’s...
Second and last thoughts @ rae
Benetta.ta@hotmail.co.uk
xxx
@rae
Rae.
I know isaid goodnight but FUCK THIS IS WEIRD. I checked it because I couldn’t sleep, I read your blog a bit to see if you’d replied;
you’re from Malaysia too?
I’m half Malaysian, my mum comes from Melaka, oh my god, how did you find me?
We need to talk tomorrow.
This is so weird.
Xxxxx
it always comes back to you.
hayleyshikari:
i’ve had regular panic attacks since i was 8. i’ve cut myself on and off for the past 3 years. i am convinced that whenever someone leaves, they are not coming back. ever. the first time someone told me they loved me, other than my dad giving me a hug and saying “love you” was when i was 15. i cried so much, because i don’t deserve love. that is what i have grown up to believe....
goodnight, found mi conductor de ipod :)
A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it’s left me blind The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out You left me in the dark No dawn, no day, I’m always in this twilight In the shadow of your heart And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat I tried to find the sound But then it stopped, and I was in the...
boredboredbored
i’ve succumbed to the delights of english coursework.
wish me luck, and if i’m not in tomorrow, send out the search party.
DONDE ESTA MY IPOD CABLE!? i miss you baby, please come back home :’)
xxxxxx
“i learned to hate myself, how the hell can you expect someone to love you when...”
my mom sold her house which means she'll be back...
daisychaindays:
benetta:
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was it spain you used to live? ahh i don’t know, i think i remember lizzie telling me you used to live somewhere, but i’m sure if you and your mum loved it enough to live there in the first place, she wouldn’t just sell up and never go back; no, you don’t know when you’re going back, but you can only hope
hope you’re okay tess :)
xx
it was it...
my mom sold her house which means she'll be back...
(via daisychaindays)
was it spain you used to live? ahh i don’t know, i think i remember lizzie telling me you used to live somewhere, but i’m sure if you and your mum loved it enough to live there in the first place, she wouldn’t just sell up and never go back; no, you don’t know when you’re going back, but you can only hope
hope you’re okay tess :)
xx
come on weekend hurry up D:
i know its only tuesday, but the weekend really needs to hurry up i’ve just had a ridiculous day, this morning, the coach broke down twice, so it was late by nearly an hour and a half to my stop, luckily we were able to go to dans house for tea and takeshi’s castle, but it was freezing and ridiculous, if jack hadn’t rung me i would have been standing there like a lemon. i got in...
@Rae - hi back :)
So, I said my goodnights, but I was at my sink cleaning my teeth when you popped up on my iPod tumblr, i’m late in reply because I had to find my laptop but here goes:
Hey there, I’m sorry if I clog up your dashboard! I’m glad you started following me and had the guts to introduce yourself, so hi there :)
Thank you for what you’ve said about my name, funny enough, Rachel was my...
@Benetta, hi there. I'm Rachel or you call me Rae.
apologetic-advances:
You’re on my dashboard a lot and I forgot to introduce myself and why I followed yet another complete stranger.
You came up on suggestions and your name is so lovely so I checked your blog, it seemed like I was prying into your life. However I read something which made me cry and I guessed it touched me? No, I’ve phrased that weirdly..it just sums up quite a large part of...
12807.) I know you're my best friend, but...
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i’ll leave this one out there, but this is so true.
night night night.
night night stalkers YES BECCA JADE HANNAH HELEN IMA TALKING TO YOU ;D and goodnight to everyone else out there OH AND SHAZZY BBBB STALKS ME.
goodnight everyone, tomorrow i feel im gonna sleep in a little, so i dont think i will be doing my normal early good mornings D:
LOVE YOU <3 HAVE A BRILLIANT TUESDAY! xxxxxxx
i cant believe im about to say this
shutupjade:
I can’t reblog properly on ma pod
Baaaaaaaby! You don’t have to prove yourself to him, if I was daddy lings I’d be the proudest man in the world for having such a kind amazing beautiful daughter! He obviously doesn’t know how lucky he is! Don’t let it get you down, we’ll start the adoption process soon, i’ll be daddy lings :D Xxx
listen to jade, she may blog retardedly but like...